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YES! I am a crazy mickey & minnie mouse fan. So? I like it!
will be going BKK & HK in a few hours time. shall be away for a week.
im still lazy to post photos.. damn. im sorry.
put on my retainers already! damn uncomfortable. argh! saliva keep "running" all over! eek* & i am always swallowing back all my saliva. so tiring!
im very tired. feel like slping now.
nitex.
jingyee- 9:05 PM
11-Nov-2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
YES!
finally remove my braces! wee*
but still need to go back to Dr. Mok again..
i suddenly miss my braces. diao! now my teeth looks so plain! nabei! but i feel so comfortable when eating. haix. so contradicting hor!? i believe ppl who goes thru like me feels the same as well.
meeting baby for movie later.
meanwhile, i need to clean my house flooring before going out. i am so hungry!
ok. i better have my first meal of the day & get my cleaning start asap before going out.
cya.
jingyee- 4:20 PM
counting down ...
Monday, November 09, 2009
cant wait for days to come!
1 more day to my bday! but too bad im working.
2 more days to my removing of braces & move on to retainers. which means that im spending another $400!
2 more days to have my belated dating session with baby. its been a long time since we really spent time together besides work.
3 more days to know my JLPT surprise test results. im really anxious. cos i totally forgot all bout it until the day of class. worse thing is, i nvr study at all. its a surprise. great great surprise.
nothing special until..
11 more days to BKK & HK with my daddy & baby. another BIG BIG bomb spent on air tix & hotels for these 2 countries.
oh well. at least i think this nov will be a better month for me. cos i am on leave for 9days. i need a break since ages ago. otherwise, i will breakdown real soon.
this will be my first trip with baby. but countless of trips with my daddy.
my daddy really welcomes baby.. thank god that they can really get along real well.
thank god again that i can also get along well with baby's family members.
im so gonna take lotsa pics during my trip. dono when will get to go overseas again. ITS SO HARD TO PLAN our leaves ok! i got a headache & a freaking quick temper most of the times while discussing bout the trip.
alright. i gotta sleep now. my dark circles are very formidable now! out of control. no matter how much time & money i spent on it.. its like as if i've nvr do anything at all. nabei!
no wonder ppl say dark cirles are very stubborn. yes. now i absolutely agree so.
ok.ok.ok.
nitex.
jingyee- 12:36 AM
counting down 3 days to my bday!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
3 more days to my bday!
but.. i gotta work the whole day on tuesday!
nvm. baby is taking his off day to acc me on wed with me.
i love love love him.
wee*
jingyee- 2:47 AM
pot calling the kettle black
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
i have finally said it out.. i cant stay on anymore.
its only for my own good. & for everyone's sake.
i'm just too tired to go on any further.
i feel so irritated. do u know u are very irritating!? i just cant stand u any longer!
i don mind. i don care. i just wanna leave this place that makes me sad.
i wanna be happy. cos i wanna live longer.
need not do anything to ask me stay on. for i know my controlling of temper won't last long.
i know u. & u better should know me. leave me alone & i will do the same.
don question me why i did all this. cos u simply have no rights too. need not ask me why i nvr respect u.. cos i don see any needs or any reasons to do so.
don saying that i don give anyone a personal touch.. cos u, yourself has nvr given me a personal touch as well. u are a pot calling a kettle black!
don bother talking to me anymore.. your attitude isnt that nice at all. so.. don blame me for my freaking bad attitude towards u.
u cant change me.
thats all i wanna say. i'm so gonna use the same old sentence back to u. "ITS OK....NO NEED TO TALK ALREADY!"
everytime i go shopping.. everytime i saw mens' stuffs.. everytime i feel that he will need it.. everytime i feel that he will like it.. everytime i will buy it. EVERYTIME without any consideration of budgetary concerns.
kenji says he wanna be my boyfriend! lolx.
well.. too bad i only love ADAM WONG!
hee :)
3 more days to his birthday.
& i already surrendered all his presents to him. cos i have an event on his bday! :( therefore, i couldnt celebrate with him on the actual day.
but will still buy him a small cake in advance. will give him on tuesday night.
im racing against time. i have so little time to do so many things. my time is not enough! its packed like sardines! & its seriously very tiring...
ok. i shall lie on my bed now & wait for baby's call.
nitex.
jingyee- 1:22 AM
happie 2yr 8mth to us~
Sunday, October 18, 2009
happie 2 years 8 mths anniversary to me & baby!
may our relationship be smooth-sailing... & everlasting!
i love my baby!
jingyee- 2:04 AM
happy day :)
Monday, October 12, 2009
today is my eldest niece, rachel's 4th bday! went to fetch her from school.. then to west coast plaza to collect food.
back to my sis's in-laws house.. had some fun with Rachel.. my younger niece, Nicole was so cute.. not so afraid of strangers. i carried her so many times & she didnt cry! but Rachel was kinda jealous when i paid attention to Nicole.. i had to be a two-faced aunty! once she's jealous.. i immediately divert my attention to rachel..
no photos yet. waiting for my sis to upload!
was abit tired when i came back home.. but baby's more tired than me. cos he woke up earlier than me.
drove all the way from JB to my house.. then to west coast.. back to my sis's in-laws house.. then back to my house. after that to tiong for movie.. drove back to my house again.. drove back to his JB house just now..
went to watch movie.. Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami was very nice.. certain parts was kinda funny.. but most of it was sad & touching.
right after our movie.. had our dinner @ Rajah Inn.. had our mini steamboat.
our happy day is ending.. finally went back home.
changed our hammy, "老二" beddings & washing up of his bungalow house.
both of us are steam-ed liao! but i know both of us are happy. cos we are always quarrelling cos of small stuffs. i hope we quarrel less often. i will try to control myself.
i am really happy! its real hard for me to spend such a day with BABY! had to apply off day together & its not easily being approved!
i really cherish the time when me & baby can finally get together. i love his attention..care & concern.
thank you, baby... i love you.
jingyee- 11:30 PM
little updates
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
was supposed to update a little bits about me & baby. but was so fed up with lotsa stuffs.
finished work at 6pm on last sat.. went home & clean my home flooring.. slacked awhile & bathe.. slack again while waiting for baby to finish & fetch me.
when baby finally finished work.. i came down earlier cos i need to buy some stuffs. when i reach baby's car.. he told me there's a cockroach! nabei.. i was wondering if the cockroach crawl all e way into his car anot.. YES.. i guess so. my feeling tells me so. nth happen thru out the journey.
went his JB house cos baby needs a shower. then off to fetch his sis.. so.. thank baby for bringing me to supper & had curry laksa for supper. his sis wasnt intending to eat at all. so she just slept inside. cool yeah!
we had a fast supper cos its drizzling.. thank god.. cos we almost finished the food. off to his HOMETOWN.
I REALLY HAD A GOOD GOOD SLEEP! baby's house is always so peaceful during the night except for cars driving past. fresh air.. peaceful.. no traffic.. the most important thing is.. i finally get to spend time with him! it seems like i visit his parents every 2-3mths! i really notice that!
everytime when i go back with him.. we will sure quarrel cos of minor thingy. this time round.. we are finally smooth-sailing. thank god for that. i'm really grateful for what i have. god gave me happiness.
thou we did nth at all.. except been in a car for a long day.. cos baby needs to drive more than a 90-min journey to his grandma's house to fetch his mum. after that another 90-min journey back to his own hometown. by the time we came back.. its evening. imagine we set out at 1.45pm!? & reach home at 6.30pm! my butt almost caught fire~
had dinner with his whole family.. oh goshZ! curry fishhead! heehee! my all-time favourite cos its spicy!
went back his house awhile.. the day has almost ended. left his house at 9pm plus.. a little bit of jam here & there.. reach JB at almost 10plus...
off to SG already.. massive jam at MY custom.. 20mins gone. halfway thru to SG custom.. another long long long jam again! more 30mins of waiting..
finally reach home at 12plus.. goodness!
when baby reach his JB home.. he didnt went to his house straight. he called me right away.. during his journey back home.. back to the first paragraph.. a cockroach was crawling on his leg.. he almost got into an accident! nabei.. damn cockroach!
i was already halfway dreaming.. but i am still half conscious to listen what he's saying..
thats how i spent my off day.
but i'm contented. cos i feel the love.
regarding of how i feel.. i'm not gonna say it out here.
to those who are in a relationship.. u should know it as well.
its not the quantity.. but the quality time that we spent with each other HAPPILY together.
jingyee- 1:28 AM
should i stay or should i go?
Monday, October 05, 2009
tired of all these..
i have been wondering all these months.. i feel there's a need in a change of my working environment..
i'm really afraid..
my dad is so lonely.. because of my long hrs at work.. i spend only my sleeping time at home.. the rest are at given to work.
i don wanna regret.
i wanna proceed to another journey of my life.
i want to fufill my dreams..
i'm really confused. afterall, i have been in this company for almost 4yrs.
tell me. i need guidance someone.
i felt terrible now. just went thru my 2nd session of treatment. no one else know. none of my working colleagues. except kenji & my baby.
vomited 2 times in the bus. luckily kenji was thoughful enough to standby plastic bags for me. otherwise, i cant imagine the worst.
today's session sucks to the core! i felt terrible then before. tummy seems so empty. feel so hungry yet i don have any appetite. this is so torturing!
my only motivation to go for this session is BABY. i am willing to be more healthy because i don wanna be a weak girlfriend to him. i can still stay beside him & go thru all the ups & downs with him.
kenji is giving me all the encouragement & support that i need. & i really thank him for that. really. without him, i will be lost somewhere.
alright. i gtg now. feeling so sick. just wanna update before mich says i MIA again. no way.
